Etty Hillesum citáty

„Each of us must turn inward and destroy in himself all that he thinks he ought to destroy in others.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„My ideas hang on me like outsize clothes into which I still have to grow. My mind lags behind my intuition.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„I do believe it is possible to create, even without ever writing a word or painting a picture, by simply molding one’s inner life. And that too is a deed.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„The inner world is as real as the outer world. One ought to be conscious of that. It, too, has its landscape, contours, possibilities, its boundless regions.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„I am ready for everything, for anywhere on this earth, wherever God may send me, and I am ready to bear witness in any situation and unto death that life is beautiful and meaningful and that it is not God’s fault that things are as they are at present, but our own.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„That is probably the hardest thing a person can learn, as I so often find in others (and in myself as well in the past) to forgive one’s own mistakes and lapses.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„I really see no other solution than to turn inwards and to root out all the rottenness there. I no longer believe that we can change anything in the world until we first change ourselves. And that seems to me the only lesson to be learned.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„The sky is full of birds, the purple lupins stand up so regally and peacefully, two little old women have sat down on the box for a chat, the sun is shining on my face — and right before our eyes, mass murder. The whole thing is simply beyond comprehension.“

—  Etty Hillesum

8 June 1943, p. 602

„Ultimately, we have just one moral duty: to reclaim large areas of peace in ourselves, more and more peace, and to reflect it toward others. And the more peace there is in us, the more peace there will also be in our troubled world.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„Sometimes my day is crammed full of people and talk and yet I have the feeling of living in utter peace and quiet. And the tree outside my window, in the evenings, is a greater experience than all those people put together.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths, or the turning inwards in prayer for five short minutes.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„Despite everything, life is full of beauty and meaning.“

—  Etty Hillesum

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„I know and share the many sorrows a human being can experience, but I do not cling to them; they pass through me, like life itself, as a broad eternal stream…and life continues…“

—  Etty Hillesum

„One must also accept that one has ‘uncreative’ moments. The more honestly one can accept that, the quicker these moments will pass.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„The absence of hatred in no way implies the absence of moral indig­nation.“

—  Etty Hillesum

January 1943, p. 590

„There is a really deep well inside me. And in it dwells God. Sometimes I am there, too. But more often stones and grit block the well, and God is buried beneath. Then He must be dug out again.“

—  Etty Hillesum

26 August 1941, p. 91

„Dear God, these are anxious times. Tonight for the first time I lay in the dark with burning eyes as scene after scene of human suffering passed before me. I shall promise You one thing, God, just one very small thing: I shall never burden my today with cares about my tomorrow, although that takes some practice. Each day is sufficient unto itself. I shall try to help You, God, to stop my strength ebbing away, though I cannot vouch for it in advance. But one thing is becoming increasingly clear to me: that You cannot help us, that we must help You to help ourselves. And that is all we can manage these days and also all that really matters: that we safeguard that little piece of You, God, in ourselves. And perhaps in others as well. Alas, there doesn't seem to be much You Yourself can do about our circumstances, about our lives. Neither do I hold You responsible. You cannot help us, but we must help You and defend Your dwelling place inside us to the last.“

—  Etty Hillesum

12 July 1942, p. 488-89

„Become simple and live simply, not only within yourself but also in your everyday dealings. Don’t make ripples all around you, don’t try to be interesting, keep your distance, be honest, fight the desire to be thought fascinating by the outside world.“

—  Etty Hillesum

„We have to fight them daily, like fleas, those many small worries about the morrow, for they sap our energies.“

—  Etty Hillesum